I love sex so much at times it hurts. They are times I just can't get it, and boy, its hard. But I thank God for the gift of masturbation. The art and beauty of self pleasuring blows me away. I love my body, my legs, my bottom , my clitoris, I love it all. I think the female body is one of God's most beautiful creations. When I look at my nude body in the mirror, I get a hot rushing sensation, and somehow magically my mind takes me to my husband and I miss him so much, I imagine all the beautiful things he does with my body, and I normally end up rubbing myself. I moan quietly and I feel so relieved at times I just smile to myself. I feel so happy inside I wanna do it over and over.
As an African woman who was raised in a culture where female sexuality is taboo and hardly ever spoken about my intense desire for sex meant I often questioned myself if I was normal, at times even feeling some form of shame over my abnormal condition. But sometime in my 20's I was freed from this bondage, if anything I now have a very strong desire to talk about sex, I found a freedom that came from just letting myself go and talking about it. The freedom of enjoying it and the freedom if sharing this erotic pleasure I experience.
Well, as a woman who loves sex, I still have my emotions. I am still from Venus, my husband is from Mars. There are times when my husband just doesn't get me, at times he upsets me, at times we fight and as a woman I just want him to get it in his head that I am not happy. At times I wanna deny him sex. My heart is saying no to sex, but once he starts touching me and kissing me, my knees go weak. I can't resist this man, he put a spell on me. Is the sex always worth it? Yes it is, because it always makes me over look his faults. I believe that's one of the reasons God gave a husband and wife the gift of sex, to help them forgive each other. Most of the times it takes me to another world and wipes my problems away. But there are a few times when sex won't solve my problems and I need more than sex to over look my husband's faults. Oh, at times wanting too much sex hurts, especially when I can hardly ever say no to him!
Thursday 15 July 2010
Sunday 4 July 2010
ghana out, but had good sex to make up for it.
So last night hub and I had a quiet night in. We are both gutted Ghana is out of the world cup, it would have been nice if they went through to semi finals. We are not Ghananians, but we are proud of them for lifting the flag for Africa.
a while after the match we were sitting on the sofa, I was a little upset, that's why I hate football. I am a Christian, I have better things to worry about than world cup. Hubby wanted to cheer me up. He started caressing me. he said he wanted to massage me. I was getting horny. I love sex. I took my dress off and I lay on the carpet. He took my underwear off and started on my back. He said I was bit tense. I loved it when he massaged my buttocks, and worked his way inside. He was gently pulling my clit from behind, he's never done that before so it was really yummy. The sensation was amazing.
I was dripping wet by then, before I knew it I was begging him to make love to me. He hesitated, and instead he rubbed his hard manhood for a little while, then he finally put me out of my misery and he entered me. I was really feeling my husband. I moaned and groaned as he told me how nice I was testing. I was smitten he loved it, I had made myself a little tighter below. Don't ask what I use, lol.
As he gently made love to me, he told me I was sexy and he loved the way I looked when I was horny. I came and made so much noise, I worried for a minute I would wake the kids. I am glad they dint. We continued. Hubby was becoming more aggressive, I love it when he does that. He wanted it doggy style, sadly I was a little tired for doggy. He's so understanding, he did it my way, he was so hard and delicious. Finally he came, he let out a groan as he clutched me so tightly it hurt, but I loved it. We lay next to each other exhausted. Even though Ghana was out of the world cup, at least we had a good night of passionate sex.
a while after the match we were sitting on the sofa, I was a little upset, that's why I hate football. I am a Christian, I have better things to worry about than world cup. Hubby wanted to cheer me up. He started caressing me. he said he wanted to massage me. I was getting horny. I love sex. I took my dress off and I lay on the carpet. He took my underwear off and started on my back. He said I was bit tense. I loved it when he massaged my buttocks, and worked his way inside. He was gently pulling my clit from behind, he's never done that before so it was really yummy. The sensation was amazing.
I was dripping wet by then, before I knew it I was begging him to make love to me. He hesitated, and instead he rubbed his hard manhood for a little while, then he finally put me out of my misery and he entered me. I was really feeling my husband. I moaned and groaned as he told me how nice I was testing. I was smitten he loved it, I had made myself a little tighter below. Don't ask what I use, lol.
As he gently made love to me, he told me I was sexy and he loved the way I looked when I was horny. I came and made so much noise, I worried for a minute I would wake the kids. I am glad they dint. We continued. Hubby was becoming more aggressive, I love it when he does that. He wanted it doggy style, sadly I was a little tired for doggy. He's so understanding, he did it my way, he was so hard and delicious. Finally he came, he let out a groan as he clutched me so tightly it hurt, but I loved it. We lay next to each other exhausted. Even though Ghana was out of the world cup, at least we had a good night of passionate sex.
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