Sorry I haven't updated my blog lately. A lot been going on in my life. I bet y'all think I been having mind blowing sex with my husband every night right. Truth is that's further from the truth. Ideally I want sex every night. Everyday. I want it everyday. Is that too much for a young wife to ask. I haven't had sex in a week now and I don't know why.
The bible says my husbands body is mine. Meaning his penis is mine right. When he married me he was saying he will be able to quench my desires. To satisfy my hunger. I am not saying he's not doing it, but I am not getting enough sex alright. For me twice a week is not good enough, but he says its normal. I don't understand, is my body not hot enough. Do I not seduce him enough, I try to wear the sexiest shorts when at home, I bend over in front of him and show him my sexy booty and legs, he tells me im sexy and hot, but i guess not sexy enough to fuck everyday. I look in the mirror I don't get it. Why can I not get my husbands dick everyday, I desire it so bad, why won't God give me the desires of my heart.
I work out, I try to look as sexy as my body can let me. I just want him to make passionate love to me every night. Is that too much for an African wife to ask for. l am the mother of his kids, l cook for him, l look after him, all l want is a good shagging before l go to sleep, my pussey gets wet just thinking about him, But at times all I get is... not tonight honey, I'm tired, ndakanet... I don't understand. When we have sex, he enjoys it so much, tells me he's sorry for not giving me enough dick, looks me in the eye and promises to give it to me everyday...but then the next day I don't get any and I have to wait 2 nights to have sex. It really hurts being a nympho, why did God make me like this. At times I really hate sex I do, not because I don't like sex, but because of what sex does to me when I can't get it. I cry. My husband can't save all my sexual desires...and it hurts.
Wednesday 29 June 2011
Saturday 19 March 2011
so am no longer an anal virgin and i like it...
anal sex, the thought of it used to make me sick. i hated the idea so much, i could never see my self being sexually aroused by the idea of having a penis in my anus, it sounded too perverted for me. too gay rather. but funny my husband used to ask me now and again if i wanted to try anal sex, and i always said no.
well over the last week, the idea of anal sex was mentioned a few times on our marriage bed, the bible says the marriage bed is undefiled right, so it means whatever the two of you wanna do, the sky is the limit. l decided to be open minded about the idea of being pounded in the forbidden hole, the hole even l saw as a no go area, the hole that l never wanted my hubby to open and see, my anus. l thought to myself, if he likes it, if he gets turned on fucking that hole, why not. why not make my man happy, and give him every part of my body to do as he pleases and enjoy....
some will say but its dirty, its disgusting, that place is not a clean place, well that's what l used to think too, the thought of it...uuurgh. but what did l know, sometimes it helps being open minded, did you know you can make the anus squeaky clean. yeah so i did what i had to do, went to a drugs store and bought the cleaning stuff, and boy l cleaned that hole up for my babey, it was spotless. i knew it was gonna hurt for the first time, so i was a little nervous, but excited too, there is something about pleasure and pain during sex that makes my blood rush...
he was laying on the bed, waiting for me, l was ready...l stood in front of him naked, l felt like a virgin once again, well l was an anal virgin after all, and l was ready to get pounded in the arss. i wasn't even for fore play this time, i just wanted to get on with it. my pussy was already throbbing wet, the idea of what i was about to engage in with my hubby turned me on. the thought of it being a very perverted sexual act turned me on the more, l went on top of him, my pussy on his face, l let him lick it, then l gave him my back, opened my bum and he started caressing my anus with his fingers, do you want me to fuck this hole baby, he whispered to me, l wanted it so bad l just moaned in response. he then made me bend over, and he started licking it, ohh it felt so good, l could not believe it. my anus being licked ....l never thought...but l loved it. he slid his fingers in my pussy, two of them, he started fingering me so hard as he stroked my anus with his tongue, it was beautiful. l spread my legs even further apart, it felt so good l wanted to explode...
he then told me he was gonna finger my anus, he told me it was nice and tight, and told me to relax, l tried. he gently put his finger in, it didn't hurt, it felt good. he started fucking that hole gently with his finger, at the same time pulling my clitoris, l thought l was gonna cry with pleasure. chiisa mboro mukati kani...i begged him, fuck me there please, i begged him. his dick was rock hard, he told me it was gonna hurt, i didn't care, i wanted it. he told me he was gonna just put the head in, his whole manhood would kill me in there, so he lubricated his dick, made me bend over the bed, i parted my bum with my hands and opened it as wide as i could, he put pillows beneath me, i needed to be real comfy for this one, he said.
OK it hurt alright, i tried to hide it, but my my husband could see it was hurting me, he said he was gonna stop, but i told him to continue, lol, i am a freak like that. he reached for my clit and started massaging it, pulling it and rubbing it as he gently fucked my arss with the mouth of dick, the pain was almost excruciating at this point, but before l knew it, the pleasure from my clit and the pain from my arss made a combination of a very interesting sexual feeling. i liked it, i loved the pain. he fucked me even more, telling me my anus was so beautiful and tight and it tasted so good. he told me i am his bitch, and he loved fucking me, that made me feel so good, he then slid it all in, it was in, i could feel it, all of it. my hubby's huge black dick in my tight arss...oh it was dirtiest thing we had ever done together , but we loved it. it felt so intimate, so sacred, so passionate...for the first time i felt like my husband really knew me now...intimately...completely...
i could tell he was so enjoying my arss, he was gentle and caring with it, he wanted to thrust harder i could tell, but he took it really slow with his anal virgin, he exploded in my arse, i could feel his cum inside, all over my anus as he withdrew his manhood, he squeezed my buttocks so hard as he came it hurt, he groaned with pleasure...i knew i had made him happy, he sounded very satisfied. i had done it, no longer an anal virgin, my arss was still burning hot, my pussy still throbbing wet, it was one hell of an experience, and i have to say it was not as bad as i had thought it would be, yes it hurt getting my arss pounded for the first time, just like it hurt when my hubby broke my virginity 11 years ago, but l can tolerate pain, and i enjoyed it. now i am ready for more arss pounding, i am going to have a lot of fun with it...something about anal sex being a taboo that makes it more exciting.
well over the last week, the idea of anal sex was mentioned a few times on our marriage bed, the bible says the marriage bed is undefiled right, so it means whatever the two of you wanna do, the sky is the limit. l decided to be open minded about the idea of being pounded in the forbidden hole, the hole even l saw as a no go area, the hole that l never wanted my hubby to open and see, my anus. l thought to myself, if he likes it, if he gets turned on fucking that hole, why not. why not make my man happy, and give him every part of my body to do as he pleases and enjoy....
some will say but its dirty, its disgusting, that place is not a clean place, well that's what l used to think too, the thought of it...uuurgh. but what did l know, sometimes it helps being open minded, did you know you can make the anus squeaky clean. yeah so i did what i had to do, went to a drugs store and bought the cleaning stuff, and boy l cleaned that hole up for my babey, it was spotless. i knew it was gonna hurt for the first time, so i was a little nervous, but excited too, there is something about pleasure and pain during sex that makes my blood rush...
he was laying on the bed, waiting for me, l was ready...l stood in front of him naked, l felt like a virgin once again, well l was an anal virgin after all, and l was ready to get pounded in the arss. i wasn't even for fore play this time, i just wanted to get on with it. my pussy was already throbbing wet, the idea of what i was about to engage in with my hubby turned me on. the thought of it being a very perverted sexual act turned me on the more, l went on top of him, my pussy on his face, l let him lick it, then l gave him my back, opened my bum and he started caressing my anus with his fingers, do you want me to fuck this hole baby, he whispered to me, l wanted it so bad l just moaned in response. he then made me bend over, and he started licking it, ohh it felt so good, l could not believe it. my anus being licked ....l never thought...but l loved it. he slid his fingers in my pussy, two of them, he started fingering me so hard as he stroked my anus with his tongue, it was beautiful. l spread my legs even further apart, it felt so good l wanted to explode...
he then told me he was gonna finger my anus, he told me it was nice and tight, and told me to relax, l tried. he gently put his finger in, it didn't hurt, it felt good. he started fucking that hole gently with his finger, at the same time pulling my clitoris, l thought l was gonna cry with pleasure. chiisa mboro mukati kani...i begged him, fuck me there please, i begged him. his dick was rock hard, he told me it was gonna hurt, i didn't care, i wanted it. he told me he was gonna just put the head in, his whole manhood would kill me in there, so he lubricated his dick, made me bend over the bed, i parted my bum with my hands and opened it as wide as i could, he put pillows beneath me, i needed to be real comfy for this one, he said.
OK it hurt alright, i tried to hide it, but my my husband could see it was hurting me, he said he was gonna stop, but i told him to continue, lol, i am a freak like that. he reached for my clit and started massaging it, pulling it and rubbing it as he gently fucked my arss with the mouth of dick, the pain was almost excruciating at this point, but before l knew it, the pleasure from my clit and the pain from my arss made a combination of a very interesting sexual feeling. i liked it, i loved the pain. he fucked me even more, telling me my anus was so beautiful and tight and it tasted so good. he told me i am his bitch, and he loved fucking me, that made me feel so good, he then slid it all in, it was in, i could feel it, all of it. my hubby's huge black dick in my tight arss...oh it was dirtiest thing we had ever done together , but we loved it. it felt so intimate, so sacred, so passionate...for the first time i felt like my husband really knew me now...intimately...completely...
i could tell he was so enjoying my arss, he was gentle and caring with it, he wanted to thrust harder i could tell, but he took it really slow with his anal virgin, he exploded in my arse, i could feel his cum inside, all over my anus as he withdrew his manhood, he squeezed my buttocks so hard as he came it hurt, he groaned with pleasure...i knew i had made him happy, he sounded very satisfied. i had done it, no longer an anal virgin, my arss was still burning hot, my pussy still throbbing wet, it was one hell of an experience, and i have to say it was not as bad as i had thought it would be, yes it hurt getting my arss pounded for the first time, just like it hurt when my hubby broke my virginity 11 years ago, but l can tolerate pain, and i enjoyed it. now i am ready for more arss pounding, i am going to have a lot of fun with it...something about anal sex being a taboo that makes it more exciting.
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