Sorry I haven't updated my blog lately. A lot been going on in my life. I bet y'all think I been having mind blowing sex with my husband every night right. Truth is that's further from the truth. Ideally I want sex every night. Everyday. I want it everyday. Is that too much for a young wife to ask. I haven't had sex in a week now and I don't know why.
The bible says my husbands body is mine. Meaning his penis is mine right. When he married me he was saying he will be able to quench my desires. To satisfy my hunger. I am not saying he's not doing it, but I am not getting enough sex alright. For me twice a week is not good enough, but he says its normal. I don't understand, is my body not hot enough. Do I not seduce him enough, I try to wear the sexiest shorts when at home, I bend over in front of him and show him my sexy booty and legs, he tells me im sexy and hot, but i guess not sexy enough to fuck everyday. I look in the mirror I don't get it. Why can I not get my husbands dick everyday, I desire it so bad, why won't God give me the desires of my heart.
I work out, I try to look as sexy as my body can let me. I just want him to make passionate love to me every night. Is that too much for an African wife to ask for. l am the mother of his kids, l cook for him, l look after him, all l want is a good shagging before l go to sleep, my pussey gets wet just thinking about him, But at times all I get is... not tonight honey, I'm tired, ndakanet... I don't understand. When we have sex, he enjoys it so much, tells me he's sorry for not giving me enough dick, looks me in the eye and promises to give it to me everyday...but then the next day I don't get any and I have to wait 2 nights to have sex. It really hurts being a nympho, why did God make me like this. At times I really hate sex I do, not because I don't like sex, but because of what sex does to me when I can't get it. I cry. My husband can't save all my sexual desires...and it hurts.
2 comments:
I'm in the same boat, i would like to suggest something amazing that words everytime, i can't. You are the way you are and he is the way he is. The trick is to find ways to fill each others needs without sparking any animosity or hate, or doing anything else you might not like. Let him know everynight how you feel, try and come up with ways for him to not have to give a peak performance every time, but to keep him involved. Once you let your spouse slip out of the picture, they tend to spend alot more time out of that picture and it can really strain a relationship. My wife used to give it up several times a day, almost daily, then five years in, she just slowed way down. now it's once a month, if i dont miss the cycle.
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