Sorry I haven't updated my blog lately. A lot been going on in my life. I bet y'all think I been having mind blowing sex with my husband every night right. Truth is that's further from the truth. Ideally I want sex every night. Everyday. I want it everyday. Is that too much for a young wife to ask. I haven't had sex in a week now and I don't know why.
The bible says my husbands body is mine. Meaning his penis is mine right. When he married me he was saying he will be able to quench my desires. To satisfy my hunger. I am not saying he's not doing it, but I am not getting enough sex alright. For me twice a week is not good enough, but he says its normal. I don't understand, is my body not hot enough. Do I not seduce him enough, I try to wear the sexiest shorts when at home, I bend over in front of him and show him my sexy booty and legs, he tells me im sexy and hot, but i guess not sexy enough to fuck everyday. I look in the mirror I don't get it. Why can I not get my husbands dick everyday, I desire it so bad, why won't God give me the desires of my heart.
I work out, I try to look as sexy as my body can let me. I just want him to make passionate love to me every night. Is that too much for an African wife to ask for. l am the mother of his kids, l cook for him, l look after him, all l want is a good shagging before l go to sleep, my pussey gets wet just thinking about him, But at times all I get is... not tonight honey, I'm tired, ndakanet... I don't understand. When we have sex, he enjoys it so much, tells me he's sorry for not giving me enough dick, looks me in the eye and promises to give it to me everyday...but then the next day I don't get any and I have to wait 2 nights to have sex. It really hurts being a nympho, why did God make me like this. At times I really hate sex I do, not because I don't like sex, but because of what sex does to me when I can't get it. I cry. My husband can't save all my sexual desires...and it hurts.
Wednesday, 29 June 2011
Saturday, 19 March 2011
so am no longer an anal virgin and i like it...
anal sex, the thought of it used to make me sick. i hated the idea so much, i could never see my self being sexually aroused by the idea of having a penis in my anus, it sounded too perverted for me. too gay rather. but funny my husband used to ask me now and again if i wanted to try anal sex, and i always said no.
well over the last week, the idea of anal sex was mentioned a few times on our marriage bed, the bible says the marriage bed is undefiled right, so it means whatever the two of you wanna do, the sky is the limit. l decided to be open minded about the idea of being pounded in the forbidden hole, the hole even l saw as a no go area, the hole that l never wanted my hubby to open and see, my anus. l thought to myself, if he likes it, if he gets turned on fucking that hole, why not. why not make my man happy, and give him every part of my body to do as he pleases and enjoy....
some will say but its dirty, its disgusting, that place is not a clean place, well that's what l used to think too, the thought of it...uuurgh. but what did l know, sometimes it helps being open minded, did you know you can make the anus squeaky clean. yeah so i did what i had to do, went to a drugs store and bought the cleaning stuff, and boy l cleaned that hole up for my babey, it was spotless. i knew it was gonna hurt for the first time, so i was a little nervous, but excited too, there is something about pleasure and pain during sex that makes my blood rush...
he was laying on the bed, waiting for me, l was ready...l stood in front of him naked, l felt like a virgin once again, well l was an anal virgin after all, and l was ready to get pounded in the arss. i wasn't even for fore play this time, i just wanted to get on with it. my pussy was already throbbing wet, the idea of what i was about to engage in with my hubby turned me on. the thought of it being a very perverted sexual act turned me on the more, l went on top of him, my pussy on his face, l let him lick it, then l gave him my back, opened my bum and he started caressing my anus with his fingers, do you want me to fuck this hole baby, he whispered to me, l wanted it so bad l just moaned in response. he then made me bend over, and he started licking it, ohh it felt so good, l could not believe it. my anus being licked ....l never thought...but l loved it. he slid his fingers in my pussy, two of them, he started fingering me so hard as he stroked my anus with his tongue, it was beautiful. l spread my legs even further apart, it felt so good l wanted to explode...
he then told me he was gonna finger my anus, he told me it was nice and tight, and told me to relax, l tried. he gently put his finger in, it didn't hurt, it felt good. he started fucking that hole gently with his finger, at the same time pulling my clitoris, l thought l was gonna cry with pleasure. chiisa mboro mukati kani...i begged him, fuck me there please, i begged him. his dick was rock hard, he told me it was gonna hurt, i didn't care, i wanted it. he told me he was gonna just put the head in, his whole manhood would kill me in there, so he lubricated his dick, made me bend over the bed, i parted my bum with my hands and opened it as wide as i could, he put pillows beneath me, i needed to be real comfy for this one, he said.
OK it hurt alright, i tried to hide it, but my my husband could see it was hurting me, he said he was gonna stop, but i told him to continue, lol, i am a freak like that. he reached for my clit and started massaging it, pulling it and rubbing it as he gently fucked my arss with the mouth of dick, the pain was almost excruciating at this point, but before l knew it, the pleasure from my clit and the pain from my arss made a combination of a very interesting sexual feeling. i liked it, i loved the pain. he fucked me even more, telling me my anus was so beautiful and tight and it tasted so good. he told me i am his bitch, and he loved fucking me, that made me feel so good, he then slid it all in, it was in, i could feel it, all of it. my hubby's huge black dick in my tight arss...oh it was dirtiest thing we had ever done together , but we loved it. it felt so intimate, so sacred, so passionate...for the first time i felt like my husband really knew me now...intimately...completely...
i could tell he was so enjoying my arss, he was gentle and caring with it, he wanted to thrust harder i could tell, but he took it really slow with his anal virgin, he exploded in my arse, i could feel his cum inside, all over my anus as he withdrew his manhood, he squeezed my buttocks so hard as he came it hurt, he groaned with pleasure...i knew i had made him happy, he sounded very satisfied. i had done it, no longer an anal virgin, my arss was still burning hot, my pussy still throbbing wet, it was one hell of an experience, and i have to say it was not as bad as i had thought it would be, yes it hurt getting my arss pounded for the first time, just like it hurt when my hubby broke my virginity 11 years ago, but l can tolerate pain, and i enjoyed it. now i am ready for more arss pounding, i am going to have a lot of fun with it...something about anal sex being a taboo that makes it more exciting.
well over the last week, the idea of anal sex was mentioned a few times on our marriage bed, the bible says the marriage bed is undefiled right, so it means whatever the two of you wanna do, the sky is the limit. l decided to be open minded about the idea of being pounded in the forbidden hole, the hole even l saw as a no go area, the hole that l never wanted my hubby to open and see, my anus. l thought to myself, if he likes it, if he gets turned on fucking that hole, why not. why not make my man happy, and give him every part of my body to do as he pleases and enjoy....
some will say but its dirty, its disgusting, that place is not a clean place, well that's what l used to think too, the thought of it...uuurgh. but what did l know, sometimes it helps being open minded, did you know you can make the anus squeaky clean. yeah so i did what i had to do, went to a drugs store and bought the cleaning stuff, and boy l cleaned that hole up for my babey, it was spotless. i knew it was gonna hurt for the first time, so i was a little nervous, but excited too, there is something about pleasure and pain during sex that makes my blood rush...
he was laying on the bed, waiting for me, l was ready...l stood in front of him naked, l felt like a virgin once again, well l was an anal virgin after all, and l was ready to get pounded in the arss. i wasn't even for fore play this time, i just wanted to get on with it. my pussy was already throbbing wet, the idea of what i was about to engage in with my hubby turned me on. the thought of it being a very perverted sexual act turned me on the more, l went on top of him, my pussy on his face, l let him lick it, then l gave him my back, opened my bum and he started caressing my anus with his fingers, do you want me to fuck this hole baby, he whispered to me, l wanted it so bad l just moaned in response. he then made me bend over, and he started licking it, ohh it felt so good, l could not believe it. my anus being licked ....l never thought...but l loved it. he slid his fingers in my pussy, two of them, he started fingering me so hard as he stroked my anus with his tongue, it was beautiful. l spread my legs even further apart, it felt so good l wanted to explode...
he then told me he was gonna finger my anus, he told me it was nice and tight, and told me to relax, l tried. he gently put his finger in, it didn't hurt, it felt good. he started fucking that hole gently with his finger, at the same time pulling my clitoris, l thought l was gonna cry with pleasure. chiisa mboro mukati kani...i begged him, fuck me there please, i begged him. his dick was rock hard, he told me it was gonna hurt, i didn't care, i wanted it. he told me he was gonna just put the head in, his whole manhood would kill me in there, so he lubricated his dick, made me bend over the bed, i parted my bum with my hands and opened it as wide as i could, he put pillows beneath me, i needed to be real comfy for this one, he said.
OK it hurt alright, i tried to hide it, but my my husband could see it was hurting me, he said he was gonna stop, but i told him to continue, lol, i am a freak like that. he reached for my clit and started massaging it, pulling it and rubbing it as he gently fucked my arss with the mouth of dick, the pain was almost excruciating at this point, but before l knew it, the pleasure from my clit and the pain from my arss made a combination of a very interesting sexual feeling. i liked it, i loved the pain. he fucked me even more, telling me my anus was so beautiful and tight and it tasted so good. he told me i am his bitch, and he loved fucking me, that made me feel so good, he then slid it all in, it was in, i could feel it, all of it. my hubby's huge black dick in my tight arss...oh it was dirtiest thing we had ever done together , but we loved it. it felt so intimate, so sacred, so passionate...for the first time i felt like my husband really knew me now...intimately...completely...
i could tell he was so enjoying my arss, he was gentle and caring with it, he wanted to thrust harder i could tell, but he took it really slow with his anal virgin, he exploded in my arse, i could feel his cum inside, all over my anus as he withdrew his manhood, he squeezed my buttocks so hard as he came it hurt, he groaned with pleasure...i knew i had made him happy, he sounded very satisfied. i had done it, no longer an anal virgin, my arss was still burning hot, my pussy still throbbing wet, it was one hell of an experience, and i have to say it was not as bad as i had thought it would be, yes it hurt getting my arss pounded for the first time, just like it hurt when my hubby broke my virginity 11 years ago, but l can tolerate pain, and i enjoyed it. now i am ready for more arss pounding, i am going to have a lot of fun with it...something about anal sex being a taboo that makes it more exciting.
Saturday, 11 December 2010
He said it would make me feel better...and it did!
So there I was in bed, full of cold and sore throat....my kids were adorable kept telling mummy to get better soon, my daughter kept saying little prayers for me. And my husband did the washing up, cooking and bathing the kids...which was nice for a change. One afternoon when my sore throat was on its peak...he joined me in bed whilst I was sleeping, I was woken up by his hand on my breasts...the other massaging my buttocks...then stroking my clitoris. Not now babe, I told him... I am not in the mood, I am sick, my throat hurts...
He said it would make me feel better...he insisted. So I told him to go ahead, but I would not be responding...he told me to relax, he gently started massaging my buttocks, surprisingly under the circumstances it felt really good. My body was already starting to respond, against my will should I say, my mind told me I was sick, my body told me another thing...my husband felt it. He told me not to move, I was lying sideways giving him my back, so I was glad he could not see my swollen face and red eyes due to the cold and tonsils. He continued to work on my buttocks, massaging my clitoris from behind, he pushed my top leg further up to get better access to my already throbbing wet pussie. His manhood was already rock hard, he kept teasing me with it, sliding it in between my very sensitive buttocks, it would rub against my anus...and it felt so good.
I could not take it anymore...so I told him to give it to me...to hell with the painful sinuses, tonsils and cold...I wanted my husband's hard dick in my pussie, and I wanted it now. He obliged and slid it in, he started very slow...I loved it. He made love to me nice and slow as he gently massaged my anus, it was so beautiful. He caressed my bum, his other hand on my breasts. I lifted my leg in response, I wanted to open as wide as I could for him as his dick entered me. He told me to put my leg down, he reminded me I was ill, needed to take it slow and not move about. I put my leg down, he then started going fast, so fast that he made my whole body shake...I could not scream because of my throat, but I was feeling him alright, I was coming...He knew it, he told me to enjoy, he told me I tasted so good even when sick, he said this was my get well present from him. His dick was too delicious, especially from the back, I came in the most beautiful way, my whole body felt it, it was soothing to my throat, my husband squeezed my breasts so hard as he came...
Then we both lay there like dead zombies...no one said anything for a few good minutes..I turned round thanked him, somehow I felt so much better, yes my throat still hurt and all, but the misery and self pity was gone... he smiled cheekily and told me I needed that...and boy was he right. Good sex is the best cure for sore throats...
He said it would make me feel better...he insisted. So I told him to go ahead, but I would not be responding...he told me to relax, he gently started massaging my buttocks, surprisingly under the circumstances it felt really good. My body was already starting to respond, against my will should I say, my mind told me I was sick, my body told me another thing...my husband felt it. He told me not to move, I was lying sideways giving him my back, so I was glad he could not see my swollen face and red eyes due to the cold and tonsils. He continued to work on my buttocks, massaging my clitoris from behind, he pushed my top leg further up to get better access to my already throbbing wet pussie. His manhood was already rock hard, he kept teasing me with it, sliding it in between my very sensitive buttocks, it would rub against my anus...and it felt so good.
I could not take it anymore...so I told him to give it to me...to hell with the painful sinuses, tonsils and cold...I wanted my husband's hard dick in my pussie, and I wanted it now. He obliged and slid it in, he started very slow...I loved it. He made love to me nice and slow as he gently massaged my anus, it was so beautiful. He caressed my bum, his other hand on my breasts. I lifted my leg in response, I wanted to open as wide as I could for him as his dick entered me. He told me to put my leg down, he reminded me I was ill, needed to take it slow and not move about. I put my leg down, he then started going fast, so fast that he made my whole body shake...I could not scream because of my throat, but I was feeling him alright, I was coming...He knew it, he told me to enjoy, he told me I tasted so good even when sick, he said this was my get well present from him. His dick was too delicious, especially from the back, I came in the most beautiful way, my whole body felt it, it was soothing to my throat, my husband squeezed my breasts so hard as he came...
Then we both lay there like dead zombies...no one said anything for a few good minutes..I turned round thanked him, somehow I felt so much better, yes my throat still hurt and all, but the misery and self pity was gone... he smiled cheekily and told me I needed that...and boy was he right. Good sex is the best cure for sore throats...
Monday, 6 September 2010
Fantasies Fantasies...
With kids back in school and me at home not having much to do but clean clean and clean...and not to mention I need to get my head off certain things I have been going through lately, I need to go to another place in my mind, not this real world, I just need to escape...so I am going to talk fantasies alright...
My greatest fantasy is a threesome. My husband making love to me and another cute girl, me kissing another girl, me and the other girl doing things to each other. I would love to see another beautiful woman naked, I would love to touch and feel her... her breasts, her pussy, her booty. I would love my husband to watch me do that. I wonder what that would feel like....it would be so beautiful. So unreal, so erotic, so pleasurable....
But then again, this is a fantasy. A fantasy that I would rather keep as fantasy. A guilty pleasure of mine. As a Christian who happens to have searched the scriptures over and over to see where I stand with my ultimate fantasy, I hate to say that sometimes my fantasy makes me cringe, yikes! At times it leaves me confused as to why I even have this fantasy in the first place....why do I even fantasize about touching another woman, why? I do not consider myself a lesbian whatsoever, neither do I support homosexual tendencies because I believe it goes against the bible. But having said all that, somehow beyond my control I am fascinated by female to female sexual attraction, theres something yummy and enticing about it, its always been a guilty pleasure of mine that subconsciously I never knew about . Till I decided to be open about who I really was sexually, behold, I discovered I am a somewhat sucker for pussy.
So what does my African husband make of his African wife's sexual fantasy? Boy, initially when I told him,I thought I had made an ass of myself. He was rather shocked, did not know what to make of it, which is understandable considering his background. But with time, especially recently he has taken a liking to my "threesome"' fantasy...and he gets very horny thinking about me touching and kissing another girl. Its a guilty pleasure we now both enjoy together, now and again during the climax of erotic pleasure, our threesome takes us to a sexual heaven, where nothing but the sky is the limit. Where my husband makes love to two beautiful women at the same time, and he also watches these women touch, caress and kiss each other...I can't help but think this is just awesome...
So as a Christian is this something I ought not to be thinking about it? Maybe...Do I love my fantasy? Yes and No. I kinda have a love/hate relationship with it. Am I going to act on it? Definitely not, somethings are better left to the imagination. Am I proud of it? Not really, that's why its a fantasy for goodness sake. Fantasies are not exactly something you proud of. I got married very young, I have never slept with another man but my husband, I never went through that faze as a teenager when you experiment. So hey, I am not a good girl, I have my faults alright, but I think morally I have done alright. I just happen to be an over sexed wife with a wild sense of sexual imagination, and I don't think I will go to hell for that. And my "threesome" fantasy is but my guilty pleasure treat, okay so I lied. I love my fantasy, it makes me horny, it makes my pussy wet, my husband loves it, it makes his dick hard.....I love it too!
My greatest fantasy is a threesome. My husband making love to me and another cute girl, me kissing another girl, me and the other girl doing things to each other. I would love to see another beautiful woman naked, I would love to touch and feel her... her breasts, her pussy, her booty. I would love my husband to watch me do that. I wonder what that would feel like....it would be so beautiful. So unreal, so erotic, so pleasurable....
But then again, this is a fantasy. A fantasy that I would rather keep as fantasy. A guilty pleasure of mine. As a Christian who happens to have searched the scriptures over and over to see where I stand with my ultimate fantasy, I hate to say that sometimes my fantasy makes me cringe, yikes! At times it leaves me confused as to why I even have this fantasy in the first place....why do I even fantasize about touching another woman, why? I do not consider myself a lesbian whatsoever, neither do I support homosexual tendencies because I believe it goes against the bible. But having said all that, somehow beyond my control I am fascinated by female to female sexual attraction, theres something yummy and enticing about it, its always been a guilty pleasure of mine that subconsciously I never knew about . Till I decided to be open about who I really was sexually, behold, I discovered I am a somewhat sucker for pussy.
So what does my African husband make of his African wife's sexual fantasy? Boy, initially when I told him,I thought I had made an ass of myself. He was rather shocked, did not know what to make of it, which is understandable considering his background. But with time, especially recently he has taken a liking to my "threesome"' fantasy...and he gets very horny thinking about me touching and kissing another girl. Its a guilty pleasure we now both enjoy together, now and again during the climax of erotic pleasure, our threesome takes us to a sexual heaven, where nothing but the sky is the limit. Where my husband makes love to two beautiful women at the same time, and he also watches these women touch, caress and kiss each other...I can't help but think this is just awesome...
So as a Christian is this something I ought not to be thinking about it? Maybe...Do I love my fantasy? Yes and No. I kinda have a love/hate relationship with it. Am I going to act on it? Definitely not, somethings are better left to the imagination. Am I proud of it? Not really, that's why its a fantasy for goodness sake. Fantasies are not exactly something you proud of. I got married very young, I have never slept with another man but my husband, I never went through that faze as a teenager when you experiment. So hey, I am not a good girl, I have my faults alright, but I think morally I have done alright. I just happen to be an over sexed wife with a wild sense of sexual imagination, and I don't think I will go to hell for that. And my "threesome" fantasy is but my guilty pleasure treat, okay so I lied. I love my fantasy, it makes me horny, it makes my pussy wet, my husband loves it, it makes his dick hard.....I love it too!
Saturday, 4 September 2010
pulling them?
Okay so far on this blog I just go on and on about my romps with my husband, let me take a little break and take to you to something more interesting, you might learn a thing or two actually...
Has anyone ever heard of the term Labia Pulling? Well I am sure not in England, but back in Southern Africa... ya'll people know what I am talking about. In my country the practice is not done to extremes hopefully, but there is a general view among women of certain tribes that the inner labia (matinji) need to be longer than they would be naturally. Labia pulling starts when a girl starts her periods, she pulls them everyday after she takes a bath until they reach desired length. The general belief is that elongated inner labia swell more during sexual excitement, and in doing so, provide a much bigger surface area for penile friction during coitus. The belief is that a woman with longer labia has more to offer sexually. Well so the sayings goes...To westerns and those ignorant of this traditional practise, there can be a misconception that African men oppress their women and they force this practise on them for their sexual gratification. This is not the case at all. The men are mostly oblivious to it, and most of them cannot tell the difference between elongated inner labia and natural inner labia. Though rumour has it that men from my country prefer women with longer labia, I honestly think they ain't that bothered, if its true, well if she has them, maybe its just a bonus...
Well I first heard about labia pulling when I was about 11 at school, there was a certain girl who used to go on and on about it....it made me curious so I went home and asked my mum, pure African style mummy did not dare talk to me about it... I suspect she told one of my aunties that I had been asking. I also went to a boarding school, even though most girls outside pretended they had no idea what labia pulling was, in our dormitories, labia talk was always a hot topic, with other cheeky girls even willing to show the others their asserts. I was so curious, and lo and behold, when I was about 14 I think, auntie called me to her house for a visit. In our culture, its aunties job to tell girls about these things, they even ask the girl to pull her underwear down and do the demonstration...I know. The labias are pulled down using oiled fingers, I personally found the practise a pain and painful. Did not wanna do it. Was told by my aunt if I did not have long labias when I got married, I would suck in bed and my husband would leave me....It frightened the pants out of me, so I had do my daily routine, gosh! I think she could tell I was a little reluctant to accept the whole concept.
As a quitter by nature, I went from doing it twice a day, to once a day, to once a week, then lol the rest was history. I was lucky my aunt never did a follow up coz I would have been in serious trouble. I am glad I did not go all the way though, coz pulling them a little as I did definitely gave me a little character down there. I love my pussy, never used to, I thought it was ugly, but I love it now. I am glad mine are not oversize, which they would have been had I continued pulling the poor things....
Well that said, would I tell my daughter to pull her vaginal labia, hell no! I don't think it makes any difference to anything to be honest, the practise is so outdated and not necessary in my opinion. But again that said, I think slightly elongated labias are definitely cute, give a bit of character to pussies. And I love getting mine sucked by my husband, it feels like heaven...and I must confess it was during my labia elongation pulling days that I learnt the art of self pleasuring.... so I am still up for it, in a way...
Has anyone ever heard of the term Labia Pulling? Well I am sure not in England, but back in Southern Africa... ya'll people know what I am talking about. In my country the practice is not done to extremes hopefully, but there is a general view among women of certain tribes that the inner labia (matinji) need to be longer than they would be naturally. Labia pulling starts when a girl starts her periods, she pulls them everyday after she takes a bath until they reach desired length. The general belief is that elongated inner labia swell more during sexual excitement, and in doing so, provide a much bigger surface area for penile friction during coitus. The belief is that a woman with longer labia has more to offer sexually. Well so the sayings goes...To westerns and those ignorant of this traditional practise, there can be a misconception that African men oppress their women and they force this practise on them for their sexual gratification. This is not the case at all. The men are mostly oblivious to it, and most of them cannot tell the difference between elongated inner labia and natural inner labia. Though rumour has it that men from my country prefer women with longer labia, I honestly think they ain't that bothered, if its true, well if she has them, maybe its just a bonus...
Well I first heard about labia pulling when I was about 11 at school, there was a certain girl who used to go on and on about it....it made me curious so I went home and asked my mum, pure African style mummy did not dare talk to me about it... I suspect she told one of my aunties that I had been asking. I also went to a boarding school, even though most girls outside pretended they had no idea what labia pulling was, in our dormitories, labia talk was always a hot topic, with other cheeky girls even willing to show the others their asserts. I was so curious, and lo and behold, when I was about 14 I think, auntie called me to her house for a visit. In our culture, its aunties job to tell girls about these things, they even ask the girl to pull her underwear down and do the demonstration...I know. The labias are pulled down using oiled fingers, I personally found the practise a pain and painful. Did not wanna do it. Was told by my aunt if I did not have long labias when I got married, I would suck in bed and my husband would leave me....It frightened the pants out of me, so I had do my daily routine, gosh! I think she could tell I was a little reluctant to accept the whole concept.
As a quitter by nature, I went from doing it twice a day, to once a day, to once a week, then lol the rest was history. I was lucky my aunt never did a follow up coz I would have been in serious trouble. I am glad I did not go all the way though, coz pulling them a little as I did definitely gave me a little character down there. I love my pussy, never used to, I thought it was ugly, but I love it now. I am glad mine are not oversize, which they would have been had I continued pulling the poor things....
Well that said, would I tell my daughter to pull her vaginal labia, hell no! I don't think it makes any difference to anything to be honest, the practise is so outdated and not necessary in my opinion. But again that said, I think slightly elongated labias are definitely cute, give a bit of character to pussies. And I love getting mine sucked by my husband, it feels like heaven...and I must confess it was during my labia elongation pulling days that I learnt the art of self pleasuring.... so I am still up for it, in a way...
Thursday, 2 September 2010
Being Licked On A Beautiful Morning
I have been going through a lot lately, today am kind of upset, so writing on my blog is a way of distracting me and stopping me from visiting websites I really shouldn't be visiting...so today this little blog of mine that no ones reads is my comfort...my marriage is not perfect and neither am I, I am constantly reminded I am a sinner...enough of my self pity, let me chin up and write this post...
So two days ago the weather suddenly decided to be nice, yep- when kids had just a day before the school term started. The whole of August was miserable. I hate English weather. Anyway back to the story, the weather was gorgeous, we were preparing to go to the beach, I was looking hot, sorry to be conceited like that, but its part of the story I have to point out that I was looking super sexy. The kids were playing in the back garden, whilst I finished loading the car. Yes loading the car, when you got three young kids every time you plan a trip you take the whole house with you. Well I looked at the beautiful sky and thought'; oh I just wish my husband would make love to me when I am looking this hot on a hot summer's day like this....there is something about making sweet love on a beautiful morning...so I made sure the kids were busy playing, made my way upstairs and took my knickers off.
I called my husband to the bedroom and when he walked in I had my legs spread wide apart sitting on the bed. He became as horny as hell and thought I wanted sex there and then. He was about to take off his pants when I told him to go down on me, he obliged. We knew we had to be quick because it was just a matter of time before the kids came banging on the door acting as if the world had come to an end. So hubby knew he was going down on my wet pussy and it had to be quick. He sucked my clitoris, sucked it real hard that it hurt a little, but before I could feel any real pain, he worked down my labias and started caressing and sucking them with his tongue and lips, and suddenly I felt like exploding, fainting, crying and laughing at the same time. It pleasure was so intense I did not know what to do, I might have screamed his name....then when I thought I was cumming... the worst possible thing happened, two of our kids knocked on the door, one was crying...we were both pissed off like hell, hubby took them back downstairs and ordered them to behave , I could tell from the tone of his voice that he was mad that his kids were stopping him from licking his horny wet wife....
Well at least it wasn't long my pussy was being licked again, I thought the moment was gone and I wasn't going to climax, but I was wrong. This time he sucked my clitoris, licked my labias and fingered me at the same time. As he pushed his fingers in and out of me, whilst sucking my clit, the sensation of his hand on my bum made me scream, it was too yummy, this was when I screamed so hard I honestly thought was going to faint....but it was just a long intense orgasm, and after that I was as good as dead. Its not often I orgasm like that, I blame it on the weather... Hubby wanted his dick in me....I had already had my yum yum was too tired for the real thing, but as always anything for my baby. I told him to be extra quick though, so I grabbed his hard manhood and pushed it in. "You look so sexy my beautiful wife", he told me, "its nice to make love to you when you look this hot". I even open my legs wider when he said that, (this was a missionary special) I wanted him to really enjoy me to the max, and he did because he did not last five minutes.....sadly we had no time for cuddles and those "that was nice babe" but we were not bothered because we were lucky we managed to make love at all...that's what happens when you are parents to three young kids.
Well at least our morning romp was topped up by a beautiful day out with our children....there is something about morning sex that always makes the rest of my day relaxing....
So two days ago the weather suddenly decided to be nice, yep- when kids had just a day before the school term started. The whole of August was miserable. I hate English weather. Anyway back to the story, the weather was gorgeous, we were preparing to go to the beach, I was looking hot, sorry to be conceited like that, but its part of the story I have to point out that I was looking super sexy. The kids were playing in the back garden, whilst I finished loading the car. Yes loading the car, when you got three young kids every time you plan a trip you take the whole house with you. Well I looked at the beautiful sky and thought'; oh I just wish my husband would make love to me when I am looking this hot on a hot summer's day like this....there is something about making sweet love on a beautiful morning...so I made sure the kids were busy playing, made my way upstairs and took my knickers off.
I called my husband to the bedroom and when he walked in I had my legs spread wide apart sitting on the bed. He became as horny as hell and thought I wanted sex there and then. He was about to take off his pants when I told him to go down on me, he obliged. We knew we had to be quick because it was just a matter of time before the kids came banging on the door acting as if the world had come to an end. So hubby knew he was going down on my wet pussy and it had to be quick. He sucked my clitoris, sucked it real hard that it hurt a little, but before I could feel any real pain, he worked down my labias and started caressing and sucking them with his tongue and lips, and suddenly I felt like exploding, fainting, crying and laughing at the same time. It pleasure was so intense I did not know what to do, I might have screamed his name....then when I thought I was cumming... the worst possible thing happened, two of our kids knocked on the door, one was crying...we were both pissed off like hell, hubby took them back downstairs and ordered them to behave , I could tell from the tone of his voice that he was mad that his kids were stopping him from licking his horny wet wife....
Well at least it wasn't long my pussy was being licked again, I thought the moment was gone and I wasn't going to climax, but I was wrong. This time he sucked my clitoris, licked my labias and fingered me at the same time. As he pushed his fingers in and out of me, whilst sucking my clit, the sensation of his hand on my bum made me scream, it was too yummy, this was when I screamed so hard I honestly thought was going to faint....but it was just a long intense orgasm, and after that I was as good as dead. Its not often I orgasm like that, I blame it on the weather... Hubby wanted his dick in me....I had already had my yum yum was too tired for the real thing, but as always anything for my baby. I told him to be extra quick though, so I grabbed his hard manhood and pushed it in. "You look so sexy my beautiful wife", he told me, "its nice to make love to you when you look this hot". I even open my legs wider when he said that, (this was a missionary special) I wanted him to really enjoy me to the max, and he did because he did not last five minutes.....sadly we had no time for cuddles and those "that was nice babe" but we were not bothered because we were lucky we managed to make love at all...that's what happens when you are parents to three young kids.
Well at least our morning romp was topped up by a beautiful day out with our children....there is something about morning sex that always makes the rest of my day relaxing....
Thursday, 15 July 2010
when wanting too much sex hurts
I love sex so much at times it hurts. They are times I just can't get it, and boy, its hard. But I thank God for the gift of masturbation. The art and beauty of self pleasuring blows me away. I love my body, my legs, my bottom , my clitoris, I love it all. I think the female body is one of God's most beautiful creations. When I look at my nude body in the mirror, I get a hot rushing sensation, and somehow magically my mind takes me to my husband and I miss him so much, I imagine all the beautiful things he does with my body, and I normally end up rubbing myself. I moan quietly and I feel so relieved at times I just smile to myself. I feel so happy inside I wanna do it over and over.
As an African woman who was raised in a culture where female sexuality is taboo and hardly ever spoken about my intense desire for sex meant I often questioned myself if I was normal, at times even feeling some form of shame over my abnormal condition. But sometime in my 20's I was freed from this bondage, if anything I now have a very strong desire to talk about sex, I found a freedom that came from just letting myself go and talking about it. The freedom of enjoying it and the freedom if sharing this erotic pleasure I experience.
Well, as a woman who loves sex, I still have my emotions. I am still from Venus, my husband is from Mars. There are times when my husband just doesn't get me, at times he upsets me, at times we fight and as a woman I just want him to get it in his head that I am not happy. At times I wanna deny him sex. My heart is saying no to sex, but once he starts touching me and kissing me, my knees go weak. I can't resist this man, he put a spell on me. Is the sex always worth it? Yes it is, because it always makes me over look his faults. I believe that's one of the reasons God gave a husband and wife the gift of sex, to help them forgive each other. Most of the times it takes me to another world and wipes my problems away. But there are a few times when sex won't solve my problems and I need more than sex to over look my husband's faults. Oh, at times wanting too much sex hurts, especially when I can hardly ever say no to him!
As an African woman who was raised in a culture where female sexuality is taboo and hardly ever spoken about my intense desire for sex meant I often questioned myself if I was normal, at times even feeling some form of shame over my abnormal condition. But sometime in my 20's I was freed from this bondage, if anything I now have a very strong desire to talk about sex, I found a freedom that came from just letting myself go and talking about it. The freedom of enjoying it and the freedom if sharing this erotic pleasure I experience.
Well, as a woman who loves sex, I still have my emotions. I am still from Venus, my husband is from Mars. There are times when my husband just doesn't get me, at times he upsets me, at times we fight and as a woman I just want him to get it in his head that I am not happy. At times I wanna deny him sex. My heart is saying no to sex, but once he starts touching me and kissing me, my knees go weak. I can't resist this man, he put a spell on me. Is the sex always worth it? Yes it is, because it always makes me over look his faults. I believe that's one of the reasons God gave a husband and wife the gift of sex, to help them forgive each other. Most of the times it takes me to another world and wipes my problems away. But there are a few times when sex won't solve my problems and I need more than sex to over look my husband's faults. Oh, at times wanting too much sex hurts, especially when I can hardly ever say no to him!
Sunday, 4 July 2010
ghana out, but had good sex to make up for it.
So last night hub and I had a quiet night in. We are both gutted Ghana is out of the world cup, it would have been nice if they went through to semi finals. We are not Ghananians, but we are proud of them for lifting the flag for Africa.
a while after the match we were sitting on the sofa, I was a little upset, that's why I hate football. I am a Christian, I have better things to worry about than world cup. Hubby wanted to cheer me up. He started caressing me. he said he wanted to massage me. I was getting horny. I love sex. I took my dress off and I lay on the carpet. He took my underwear off and started on my back. He said I was bit tense. I loved it when he massaged my buttocks, and worked his way inside. He was gently pulling my clit from behind, he's never done that before so it was really yummy. The sensation was amazing.
I was dripping wet by then, before I knew it I was begging him to make love to me. He hesitated, and instead he rubbed his hard manhood for a little while, then he finally put me out of my misery and he entered me. I was really feeling my husband. I moaned and groaned as he told me how nice I was testing. I was smitten he loved it, I had made myself a little tighter below. Don't ask what I use, lol.
As he gently made love to me, he told me I was sexy and he loved the way I looked when I was horny. I came and made so much noise, I worried for a minute I would wake the kids. I am glad they dint. We continued. Hubby was becoming more aggressive, I love it when he does that. He wanted it doggy style, sadly I was a little tired for doggy. He's so understanding, he did it my way, he was so hard and delicious. Finally he came, he let out a groan as he clutched me so tightly it hurt, but I loved it. We lay next to each other exhausted. Even though Ghana was out of the world cup, at least we had a good night of passionate sex.
a while after the match we were sitting on the sofa, I was a little upset, that's why I hate football. I am a Christian, I have better things to worry about than world cup. Hubby wanted to cheer me up. He started caressing me. he said he wanted to massage me. I was getting horny. I love sex. I took my dress off and I lay on the carpet. He took my underwear off and started on my back. He said I was bit tense. I loved it when he massaged my buttocks, and worked his way inside. He was gently pulling my clit from behind, he's never done that before so it was really yummy. The sensation was amazing.
I was dripping wet by then, before I knew it I was begging him to make love to me. He hesitated, and instead he rubbed his hard manhood for a little while, then he finally put me out of my misery and he entered me. I was really feeling my husband. I moaned and groaned as he told me how nice I was testing. I was smitten he loved it, I had made myself a little tighter below. Don't ask what I use, lol.
As he gently made love to me, he told me I was sexy and he loved the way I looked when I was horny. I came and made so much noise, I worried for a minute I would wake the kids. I am glad they dint. We continued. Hubby was becoming more aggressive, I love it when he does that. He wanted it doggy style, sadly I was a little tired for doggy. He's so understanding, he did it my way, he was so hard and delicious. Finally he came, he let out a groan as he clutched me so tightly it hurt, but I loved it. We lay next to each other exhausted. Even though Ghana was out of the world cup, at least we had a good night of passionate sex.
Wednesday, 14 April 2010
So It Begins...
Okay, so this blog begins. I am a 20 something mother and wife to a handsome young man. I notice people who are Christians dont like talking about sex. Yet sex is a gift from God. Its not dirty. Its not a sin. Its beautiful. So why not talk about it? I will...
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